Where's the pause button for this show called life?!!!?

ometimes life just becomes a little overwhelming for me and I just feel lost at times. But at peace because I’m not placing whatever I feel on to other people. But sometimes, this ride, has me like, wanting to yell STOP! for just a few minutes or an hour, just to gather myself COMPLETELY instead of continuing to go as a half ass person….. Ya know?

Journey

I just want to get away,
I just want to get away,
just get a-way,
today
and
tomorrow
and
yesterdays sorrows have me borrowing for someone else’s emotions
and
feelings of my skin slightly peeling
and
I’m only slowly healing
from the disease that locked up my knees
and
deeply I am bleeding,
deeply I am needing
you.
and
you blew me away like the 22 candles on your last birthday cake.
The fire you light deep in the pits of me dies with every hit of your voice,
you give me no other choice
than to
get
away.
Actually
run
away
from the pain you have brought,
the lies you have taught,
and I have learned to believe
the words you deceive
with every inch of your being
and
I’m just now seeing
that my heart won’t be freeing
itself from this cage
and
I’m spitting out rage
for the rest of my days
until my legs make an escape
to that place far away
that place far away
that place
today……

4 the ride

© justice